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Candy Stripe Heaven

by Julian Cartwright

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1.
If I weren't already there, heaven's a place it would break my heart to see. High lonesome angels sensitive to mystery. Where losers love that sacred thunderbolt spark, each mind an oasis, each home a kind of rugged ark. Moon pulls stronger as daily worries fade into the tide of time, into a holy glade. I can picture the mailman joining that blissful stream, leaving a perfect trail of postcards, notes, and magazines. I want to leave you with my own version, sweet, serene written in the mood of an earth man, scarecrowed and lean. Take my fingerprints, leave them in your drawer. There will come a time when I won't need evidence any more. Just the friendship found in a land so low it gets you high. To keep the land, just throw down friendship's cry.
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Nightshade 02:48
Nightshade I play, I play your charade. I play your whole charade, looking for escape. Nightshade I say I'll stay and fall in the fray, and fall where I may. Nightshade I pay, I'll play I'll pay for what you made, believe in what you say, till daybreak. Nightshade you see my heart break Monday through Saturday for heaven's sake Nightshade I play, I play your charade. I play your whole charade, looking for escape. And awake And awake And awake
3.
Yellow Bird 04:04
Even if you despise me, I'm a yellow bird in flight. Feed me, just let me bob and weave. While you're waiting for your maker, I land on the roof or tap against your window. The elements aren't kind to me, I fly between your fantasy of freedom and the thing that makes you pray. Yellow bird, I'm in the tree. How can you stay mad at me? Oh, you know you'd be a fool. Yellow bird, I'm on the fence. You'd curse and then I'd fly back from whence I came. You see me between two little dots that float and drift and cross, I know you'll love me when life falls away. When you're in your bed, I'm wide awake. I hear as you plot your escape into my harsh domain. On that day we'd celebrate, we'd fly together to our fate and learn by the lash of freezing rain. If you see me light upon your windshield, please let me steal your view. If you hear me cry for mercy like tweety bird, you know your mind's askew. As you contemplate your death and pain and God and fear and fame, I know you'll love me when I'm in the storm drain.
4.
Starlight 03:58
I love the open window, but I loved the starlight first. Before I dive into the sunlight, before I find myself immersed. I love the window to the morning, but I loved the starlight first. And I keep running to the well you discovered. I love the water and I love the thirst. How nice it is to know that in the rain, the wind, and snow there is relief. And in this life also, when there is nowhere left to go, there is release. All those unknown houses with no ceilings I felt a spiritual winter sweep over me. Sights are casted across the names of sounds, we're only seeing squares arranged within their bounds. What's made of wonder is all that I require, what's made me shiver under this, our ball of fire.
5.
Old Growth 03:51
I'm an old growth pine in the light of the morning, shine and shine and shine. Soak it up and never give up, never never fall to evil. It was a good thing to have me around before you cut me, cut me cut me down. I am living in a half world. Shady, shady So shady now. Ghost of a ghost of an old growth tree. Carry on in spite of me. Sound are not sounds, real is not really near. Fun is not fun. You should know, you're the morbid one! I see time so clear now that you cut me in your fit of fear. Oh no, don't shed a tear! I'm not the seer, but I hold him very very dear. I hold him very dear.
6.
What's the best time? The best time to say, "Time to move away"? What does the timeline look like now that I've found a way back to that morning? Back to the sun-drenched stone of the patio at home, suddenly alone. What does the timeline look like now? Om Time keeper, keep me in mind. I'm gonna live on and on, now and forever. Chaotic coincidence, silently divine, keeps me asking the time. I keep asking the time. What's the best time? The best time to say, "Time to move away"?
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Body's tired Is that a reason to write, wasted on this pile of metal, on this D class airplane? There's one thing I gotta say, it's one twig in a pile of hay. There's one thing I feel I'd better do. It may not look like part of a real mission to you. No Here in the Western atmosphere, I can't say just what I mean. Filled up with laughing gas, I'm bringing down the house like a joke in a dream. My mind is melting in the fireworks' heat. Carbon is exploding. All bets are off, my friends, it's time to retreat And see the one you know is really waiting You know you left grandpa back in Carlisle to rest easy on a Murphy bed. You see cars swerving toward his exit, trying to say one thing they feel needed to be said. And it's always already infinitely too late, dogs chasing water from a sprinkler head. And kids scrape their knees to remind their friends what's still at stake and inaugurate the onset of summer's end. Are you all in? Are you still hiding? Waiting for your moment in the sun? Better get yourself out in the open. Take your horror as your temporary token And see the one you know is really waiting

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released September 5, 2022

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Julian Cartwright is a songwriter, instrumentalist, composer and arranger based in the Philadelphia area. Instagram @julian.cartwright.songs

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